I need your mouth on my thighs and my hips like you’re hungry, like you’re starving. I am nothing. I am nothing. there is sewage in my veins. I need your weight to crush my sternum. I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to feel. this isn’t a game anymore. I am an addict and you are my drug. hit me. I want to feel. I don’t want to feel. take all of me and leave nothing left, only dust to be scattered by wind. I want all of you inside me because I am empty. do you hear me? I am a bird without wings. I have no happy endings. life is cruel. life is cruel. kiss my neck, rip my flesh. this is love. this is love.